Inhale. Exhale. Repeat.

I'm tired. I'm being pushed to my limits. I'm stressed out. I'm frustrated. I ache. I'm cold. I want a pause button so I can scream at the top of my lungs and resume with my life shortly after. But, I love what I am doing. I am eager. I am excited for the possibilities coming my way. I am so grateful for all of the things I am getting done. I am being tested and I am excited to prove myself. God, I am so lucky I can't even stand it! As you can tell, I am a whole bunch of shimmering contradictions right now, but what else can you expect from a gemini?

I just need to breathe. Everything will work itself out. I tend to get tangled in the details of the fabric. I replay the events over and over in my head and analyze every little movement. Its annoying and unavoidable, but part of being a human. Or maybe just a woman. I was beating myself up over it this week; so, I'm letting go of all of that shitty emotional baggage. It's heavy.

L'amour.

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” 


- Bob Marley


Pour habiter en la chaleur de votre coeur et toujours l'appeler la maison. Cela est ma destinée.