Inhale. Exhale. Repeat.

I'm tired. I'm being pushed to my limits. I'm stressed out. I'm frustrated. I ache. I'm cold. I want a pause button so I can scream at the top of my lungs and resume with my life shortly after. But, I love what I am doing. I am eager. I am excited for the possibilities coming my way. I am so grateful for all of the things I am getting done. I am being tested and I am excited to prove myself. God, I am so lucky I can't even stand it! As you can tell, I am a whole bunch of shimmering contradictions right now, but what else can you expect from a gemini?

I just need to breathe. Everything will work itself out. I tend to get tangled in the details of the fabric. I replay the events over and over in my head and analyze every little movement. Its annoying and unavoidable, but part of being a human. Or maybe just a woman. I was beating myself up over it this week; so, I'm letting go of all of that shitty emotional baggage. It's heavy.